Aww..dear.. I was like that too, I remember. But actually, there are ugly sides in this world, sometimes too much for us to tolerate, and again, there are beautiful sides that may be again, too much for us to enjoy... but actually, pornography is a product of Modern era...before, sexual abuse existed, but it was hidden..in Modern era, it is just not hidden anymore, and perhaps that"s why it is more upsetting..I totally understand how you may feel bad...take care, my dear

Tina